Post by phorbin Post by David Dalton
In the last week I've supposedly been judged several
times by different groups of judges, to see if I am
ready to come out of the low years. But each time
it has proved false (the judging did not occur).
Most recently the judges have been Sola, Gaia, Luna,
and Human. Why not ALL? I guess it is considered
a local matter.
Earlier I divined that I passed. But I don't think
I've come out of the low years yet, maybe I will soon.
I have given up trying to get my eleven main deities
to judge me to see if I am ready to come out of the
low years. But I will probably follow along if they
approach me by a spontaneous perineum click about such
Post by phorbin
If you keep doing what you've always done, you'll always get what you've
I have varied my tactics some over the last 16.6 years,
for example in recent months I have given up on the
But it is true that I have consistently used perineum
click divination since early in my low years and such
divination has never resulted in any positive gains.
So I should give up on it, but I seem to be hooked on
it. However note that yesterday and today I have had
very few spontaneous perineum clicks.
If it was possible for me to will myself out of the
low years and ideally into a creative mild high, I
would have done it years ago. I strongly expected
to come out of the low years at the 7 year mark but
that did not occur.
All I need to know now is how did Fionn catch
the Salmon of Wisdom? In the case of the Buddha
he is said to have meditated his way out of his
ascetic or wilderness years though from the movie
Little Buddha the arrival of a woman might
have helped some. I promised someone online that
I would try meditation if I didn't come out of the
low years by the last full moon but I haven't yet.
David Dalton ***@nfld.com http://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page)
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/nf.html Newfoundland&Labrador Travel & Music
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"Here I go again...back into the flame" (Sarah McLachlan)